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Wednesday, 22 April 2009
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Dear Aaron,
If I'm honest, I hope you never read this, cause, God would that be embrarrasing!
But, I'm writing this in case you do, :).Rarr!
I've liked you since the first minute I layed eyes on you. That sounds so cliche, but it's true
. And knowing you felt the same way kinda made me like you even more. And now I think I'm in love with you! 
I keep having this argument with myself. First I think that you didn't actually like me, but then why would you let everyone else know? Then I think that you regret kissng me, but why would you add me? (I'd really appreciate it if you could answer these, btw :):P).
I've got so many things that I wanna say to you, I need to say, but I can't. I either can't put them into words, or I can't bring myself to say (write*) them to you. Like I love you, and I hate my cousin! And I hate that I'm only 15. Actualy, that doesn't bother me. But it bothers you, so... To be honest, I like the fact that it bothers you, cause it'd scare the hell out of me if it didn't :P. And I need to know, can you wait a year for me? I know our Bob would still hate that you're his friend and I'm his cousin, but I don't care :).
You asked if I'd ever fell in love at first sight, and I lied and said I do it all the time. Truth is, I've done it once, with you. I swear, that's the God's honest truth!
I thought it would be easier writing to you, but I think I'd rather just talk to you. I miss talking to you. Well, I miss you talking back when I talk to you
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That's all I can write for now. Maybe I'll try again later on or summat :).
Love,Nhys, x.
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I Honestly Don't Know What Happened
Okay, so I chickened out of asking him..
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And now I don't think he's talking to me. I'm not sure if it's cause I sort of mentioned the kiss, or.. I was in a mood with myself yesterday, so it might of been that.
I just want it to go back to how it was before
.Okay, so I'll move on to something less depressing
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Pictures tonight with Liam, by bestestfriend in the whole world who I haven't seen in literally months! I miss him so much. I think I might even love him
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And I get him for ages too! We're meeting at 4, walking to the town (yess, me, walking!), and then walking round cause the film doesnt start til either 20 to 6 (Let The Right One In) or 5 to 6 (17 Again). I think we'll probaly watch 17 Again :).nhys<3aaron.
I don't know!
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Tuesday, 21 April 2009
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Officially LeftBracketSlash3ed! :(
I should never of let myself fall in love!
I should of knew I'd only end up getting hurt, :(.
So there's this lad.
And I like him, a lot.
And now I sort of regret kissing him, cause I think he does.
But I cant really ask him. As much as I want to, I can't really say
'Oh, by the way, do you regret kissing me?' can I?
Can I?
Maybe I should.
I'll probaly never see him again if he does anyways.
Okay, so maybe I'll try that.
And then absolutely die if he says yeah.
But I won't ask him yet, he's revising for his theory test :P:).
I don't want him to fail..
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Rarr!
Boo.
Okay, so I'm bored.. as usual. So I thought I'd make yet another blog! :)
But I am actually going to write in this one for a change. Just write down everything I'm thinking and hope no one I know read it.
Today I'll start with my weight loss.
I've already lost 6lb in a week. Yayy! And I'm still going. I'm hoping to be thinner for my birthday and holiday which are in just under 2 weeks time. It's going kinda well, cause I'm not craving chocolate or chips or anything like that. I'm hardly even hungry anymore which is sooo unlike me, ha.
I haven't been to the pictures in ages! And I wanna go, but I only have 2 people to ask. One who lives 25 minutes away and wont come to my town on his own, and another who, if I'm honest, I'm too afraid to ask! Our relationship's kinda complicated. We've already kissed, but he's my cousin's friend and he said he doesn't approve. I really like him, and we talk on MSN, but I honestly don't know where I stand with him.
I love the sun!
The only thing I hate about this warm weather is the insects. 1, cause I'm scared of bees and wasps :P, and 2, cause I hate midgys! The bites are horrible. They hurt, and they're soo itchy! And I have recently learnt the more you itch, the worse they get. I've got two, one on my leg and one on the back of my neck, and cause I'm so dramatic (:P) I have a plaster on my neck, ha.
Okay, well I'm off.. to Morrisons! How fun :).
So, until tomorrow.. Goodbye,
Nhys, x. -
Rarr! :]
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